I find it amazingly strange how abruptly things can change.. in life, once comfort is found it's hard to separate comfort from happiness and distinguish between the two. Seasons change, as do people and as it can be an amazing growth to be acquired, it can also a whirlpool of emotions stirring into something much harder to grasp and make sense of..

On another note... my passion and desire to create is in full gear and I've been embracing it for all it's worth..

This is a a painting I did for Sara for her birthday. I have fallen in love with watercolor.. The way it just glides on the paper and the colors intensity can be altered with just a little water.. it's hard to make mistakes. Sometimes the mistakes made turn into the most beautiful expression..

*the W

I AM.

Yeah yeah...i was supposed to revamp this here blog...but this is as good as it gets for now...Not satisfied..more work to be done...let's see how that goes.

So even though I've been fighting the urge to write until this place was so fresh and so clean....intensely fullfilling my every desire to want to return here and pour my heart out on a more regular basis...but for now..this shall do...

I AM:

LISTENING: Mutemath & Porcupine Tree (plus this refreshing new playlist I've created....which has consumed me)
EATING: chinese deliciousness
DRINKING: Blue Moon

WEARING: skinny jeans & a forever 21 tank with a cozy sweater...

FEELING: restless..

WEATHER: rainy day..soothes me

WANTING: to figure out all of this shit that's got me twisted
NEEDING: to make some changes...
THINKING: about you..
ENJOYING: every little moment I can devour for all that it's worth
WONDERING: How i got here and where things will be in the next 6 months or so...